IT'S BEEN ONE OF THOSE DAYS

I WISH THERE WAS SOMETHING MORE TO SAY.
I REALLY CAN'T FUCKING STAND YOU ANYMORE.
I CAN'T EVEN LOOK YOU IN THE EYES.
WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?
YOU WERE AFRAID.
YOU ARE ALWAYS AFRAID.
AND HERE WE ARE.
SO MANY YEARS HAVE PASSED.
WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SHOW FOR IT?
WHEN YOU'RE FEELING SO UTTERLY EMPTY AND MEANINGLESS?
WHEN YOU END UP ALONE?
NOTHING.
YOU HAVE NOTHING.
BECAUSE YOU ARE NOTHING.
TO ME.
AND TO EVERYONE ELSE.
YOU DUG YOUR OWN GRAVE.
NOW LIE IN IT.
REST.
IS THIS THE TRUTH OF IT?
THIS IS NOT WHAT I MEANT.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
I'M NOT FEELING WELL.
IT'S BEEN ONE OF THOSE DAYS.